October 31, 2007

Nagging irritation

today i got pek chek w probs collg again...it's like talking to a wall....towards end of the day i notice he still didn't do the stuff he's supposed to do...tried reminding him that it wasn't done yet..but his reply just totally way off the mark loh....it's so ridiculous it's amazing......i decided i didn't want any part of it and left for home. heck it la..not my problem...why shld i hv to clean up his mess............But on the mrt home...i felt i couldn't live with myself if i just let it slide and it escalates into a bigger prob 2mr which i might end up having to settle (coz he will conveniently be on leave again)...i sms-ed the other more experienced collg for help....at least now i think the prob is being taken care of (i hope!)

it's been couple of hours since i left office...had dinner...had a cup of nice calming honey rose-bud tea....read a couple of chapters of harry potter....but still the naggy irritated feeling has not left me....*sigh*

October 22, 2007

the hunted

if only they issued hunting licenses...today i really felt like murdering someone....wring the fella's neck..no actually won't wanna dirty my hands....blungeoning him with a sledgehammer sounds more apt...mwaaa haaa....=P nabei..what a tiring and frustrating and irritating day...

October 13, 2007

zonked out...

oct 9 this week marked the 1yr of me working in this plc. As i sat on the mrt to work with my ipod plugged into my ears to block out the world, i was thinking to myself...think i need some inspiration ah...maybe shld take a page out of my "zen" fren's book and take a whole yr off ah.....it really sounds like a tempting idea. I've been feeling so exhausted at work , i'm beginning to wonder if this is really for me, how come the rest seem ok ah? maybe i'm just not cut out for the stress...but then again i think i'm doing a rather good job ley...

how nice if i could really rest....2day wkends just ain't enough to undo all the knots in my back n shoulders n mind manz....i began to fantasize...wah...if i can go LA this dec....dive palau in feb.....perhaps go safari later next yr....surely will think of other plcs worth visiting....but ahhhh...won't i need loads of moolah since these trips really really cost alot? ....was then prompted to walk to the nearest singapore pools outlet .....

think i'm just tired, let's see if i feel recharged after dec trip....in the meantime....try to pace myself ...no point too onz the ballz also la...wtf...feel so zonked i feel drugged....

October 04, 2007

A wtf day...

It's been more than 2hrs since I left work, yet i'm still feeling "chuan". It's been a very wtf day.
As if we didnt' have enough multi-tasking to do with orders coming in from email/bloomie/phone, now we gotta check this farking silly new system that constantly must click on refresh and the refresh takes like 10-15 secs...wah seh...I thought new systems r meant to make jobs easier not add unnecessary load and frustration?? haiz...plus the new screens have not arrived, so still multi-tasking numerous windows on two small screens...think i might need to go for re-lasik if this continues...

I have become v edgy and impatient...my fuse is getting shorter...mean-ness doesn't become me...it's however easier to say than do.....i try to remind myself that it's just a job just do my best and not fret over it....but i do get sooooo irritated at the slightest thing/person....think i might develop high blood or hypertension manz...which reminds me...think i'll go massage again this wkend since desaru trip is called off...

I feel abit bad for ignoring some pple, just not in the mood to entertain over boring lunch w scarce little common topics. My lunch hour is short enough, I need to get away n eat in peace w frens loh...

and oh...the library board wants to collect $1.50 from me for books they claim i still have since 2001...which I'm quite sure i've done the book-drop thingy in 2001 loh...hallooo...2001??! i rest my case...