It's all a stage...

Recently I discovered that there seems to be alot of pple with a misconception. Namely, they think that single pple = no life, hence can afford to work late, in the same vein, they also think that married/attached pple = busy/alot of committments hence will not put in extra effort to advance their career.

I kena asked this question during interview...
The Fella: "Any committments?...kids? "
Me :"No kids...none planned in the near future...so no crying baby to run home to"
Fella:" How abt bf?"
Me :"Errr ...can be arranged?" (heh heh)

so ah...dear frens...if u were ever to call me and suddenly i 'greet you' with 'dear or darling'...pls dun freak out and shit in ur pants...i am probably in the presence of "some pple" who i feel i shld let them think i 'got a life' according to their definitions so that perhaps i won't be expected to work late..heh...=P

chill out ...

Dunno whatz wrong with me this week. been sleeping less...like I don't get the hit-the-bed-n-konk-out feeling and I actually wake up before the alarm goes off...very strange indeed... been feeling abit distracted at work...guess most of my cell-mates were as well...all 'sim hong hong, boh sim cho kang' pattern.

Think my body is reacting to the slightly increased metabolic activity from my tue-run, wed-swim, thur-run schedule...not sure if itz a gd thing...to play safe...i chilled out the entire weekend...slept 20hrs in over 2 days...anything to prevent my body from going into shock..heh heh...

Then got new gadget to play with...my polar HRM...tested it and it tells me my heart condition is 'moderate' only...chey...still long way to go...
but as i suspected, my 'relax index' is better than normal..heh heh...go figure...

ah well...hope i get some good news this week...

Nerves jammed

back from KL...didn't have much time for shopping...so end up didn't buy much...but it was still nice enuff.
Quite glad that the baby really quite kwai...didn't make much noise...just that now i can't get the his fav tune outta my head...am quite sure the lyrics are wrong but who cares...

"jerry...has only one big ball...
jerry...has two but not that small...
jerry...has hardly any...and
danny...has nothing as all"...tee hee hee...

think i'm getting old...can't take long car rides v well...my whole shoulder/neck area hurts like hell...gave me headache n make me nauseous enuff to puke the entire contents of a yummy dinner out last nite. not funny at all...hope i didn't spoil the fun for the rest of the gang.

today massage..just when the nerves are starting to get abit un-jammed...i found out from my cellmates that the ZYM fella spotcheck my desk again n found my altered leave form....argh...sianz...gotta explain myself 2mr...not lookg fwd to it...
see..the thing is..if he didn't 'kay kiang' go sign it 1st then we wldn't have this problem right? ok la so i forgot...but still itz his fault...
I am quite beyond hope liao...so bohchap i dun really bother to cho hee oso...think he knows we all dun like his style ...the more he wanna 'ji jiao' small things..the more i will do loh...buay tahan...

CBTL Pea

no...CBTL does not = coffee bean tea leaves...think hokkien swear word...

Today i received a call on my mobile with a 'withheld number'...thot...oh! lobang lai liao..hurry up pick up.

Turn out to be a 'CON'sultant from one of those dating svcs shit.
Got my number from a friend of mine who 'signed up with them and having alot of fun'
(my mind's database immediately throw out one possible answer as to who wld do such a thing: my can-have big-brush-in-small-hangbag-but-forget-credit card n cash, attention span-of a goldfish- fren...)

so after composing myself while listening to the consultant's gibber gabber...i just say i not keen. Then the consultant say :"U mean u not keen to meet interesting guys?" (wah lau..dam old sales tactic liao loh)

In my mind m thinking :"i m not interested to meet anyone who wld need to pay $1600 for help to find a date" (confirm quite langgah kee-chia type)

but being the nice pea that i am i said :"i wldn't put it that way, just not thru' this avenue"

consultant:"oh really? but ur fren is having soooooo much fun! (coo-ing like bird brained hyper active slap-me-now-but-i'll-still-be-freaking-chirpy-pest)

me:" ooooh! i wish her alllllll the best! but i'm still not interested"

*********grrrr************the audacity........some pple really just dun get it.

i need to bitch ...i already bitch to at least 5 pple.......then i decided to blog it so more pple can read abt my bitching...so there...i kam wan liao.

yee yee p? nooooo!

*burp*
ate too much again...mama pea's warning resounding in my ear...(always go eat w allan n gang...dun serkali come back yee yee ah!)
But i must say the clubpunggol grey's anatomy dvd marathon is always good...=)
i special guest..still got cut honey melon one...dun pray pray...thks to dix n fata.

2mr i go swim...w my pincess...any other takers?

unfrenly P

there are some pple ... i get irritated just talking to them, after a few times, the stories sound old, yet they wallow in self pity n refuse to lift their heads outta the sand. we are not powerless...things are not allll fate, we do our best with the cards we r dealt with. It's about choices...about taking responsibility of ur own lives...we are alot stronger than we think...

To quote a saying i've come across b4 :
"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not darkness that frightens us"

(Powderful siah?!)

thankfully it ain't my job to change pple's perceptions, so instead of continuing ...if i sense it's a lost cause...i just turn the other way...i get less annoyed that way...which is what i just did...cut short a conversation w someone i haven't talked to in several months...just ain't worth it sometimes...i actually saw this person walking in front of me coupla days ago...but i just didn't feel like engaging...ha

dun really know whatz eating at me lately...maybe itz pms...maybe itz the stalemate at work...maybe itz my silly foot wart that won't go away...maybe maybe maybe...

i tink some retail therapy is in order....massage sounds good too...
or maybe i just need to get away to someplc nice like SWV and breathe some compressed air...

Edgy P

today dam cranky mood..woke up thinking it was monday.

it is v seldom that someone pushed my buttons so much i actually flare up one. V v rareeee....today i basically told a fren to fuck off...not the nicest thing to say but some pple just dun get it ...even after i used such harsh words..they still dun get it...i give up.

lousy day at work as well....lunch buy food kena Q dam long...just added to my 'mang zhang tang' feeling...

went for my evening run...then comfort food (cai tao kway!..haa) w the gang...feels gd...ha..what wld i do without my frenz...heh...fata...next time u need ice kacang call me anytime i eat w u..=P

anyway...my croaky fren is right...single pple hv zero credibility for matchmaking so they shld learn to go fly kite.

of lazy days n lusty thots..

ah...how i love lazy sat mornings...no alarm clock...sleep until shiok shiok...
slow leisurely breakfast while flipping papers...just lack a superb mountain or sea view to complete the picture.

once in ahile it's nice to take it slow...with nooooo plans...haha..but round abt until 2pm i get abit bored liao then i ask myself why no plans? haa...
so end up trying to entertain myself whole aftern...read book.. surf net to see if i can satisfy my travel lust...itz acting up again...hiaz...

was telling my mum abt our stingy 2pm lunch story...even she also shake head and say 'eee-oh...why so buay tai hong one'...think BTH makes a good nick too...hard to guess...ha..

oh ya..watched the lakehse...keanuuuuu!!! =) problem w such romantic dramas..it makes us believe guyz are capable of such great acts of patience n open-ur-heart-declarations of love n do-anythg-everythg-for-u type attitude...of course in reality...they just sit arnd drink beer n watch soccer...cheh!...
which is why watch already abit depressing...esp the part the charboh say :"what if wait too long n no one shows up...wah lau...dam sad type...=P

what would pea do?

I love Grey's anatomy...superb show...captures all the raw human emotions...never ceases to set me pondering...I like the way the show always ends with a quotable quote...

coupla episodes ago it was :"the world of pretend is a cocoon, it wraps you up and suffocates you"..err or somethg to that effect la...i said the show sets me pondering..but i didn't say for how long or if i'd rmbr it after awhile...heh...

this week's ponder-abt-it quote :"If it was your last day on earth, how would you live it"

I've thought abt this question...but so far i can't really come up with a very good answer...guess i can say that i don't think i've got much regrets in life...so that to me is a pretty gd way to live...

ok...i've got one more chapter of a dam farnee book to get thru' ...so i'm gonna finish it off tonite so i won't regret it...=)